man, my mouth just got a work out
i can feel the muscles in my temples... ate a stale bagel.

hello casey! cause you're the only one who wastes your time to read this!
(although it won't be addressed to you)

i am covered in paint
i have successfully learned the basic cave man skills of painting.
hurump i am woman

I'm working on like 8 little tiny teenie smallest pieces of canvas i could find at hobby lobby right now. none of them are good enough to post on deviant art...
oh deviant art, how amazing thou art
although i tend to post some pretty crappy bejeezers on here
mostly my space pics and lameness apparently
nothing worth time.

I WILL BE A GREAT AND POWERFUL ARTIST!!!

no actually i won't be

cause i don't wanna!

oh yeah. a point.
well I'm painting now, better than before
it's mostly for AP studio art even though it's been like a month of school and i have exactly 0 good paintings. let alone paintings to fit into a concentration.

been occupied brainwise with the lameness that is my life at the moment

(hey kids, ever devote a year of your life to someone then have it ripped away?)
and i have recently dawned on the fact that i am like a major loser magnet or something

anyways...guy trouble
who fucking cares
out of my TWO ex's the one i actually fell in love with is the one not speaking to me
and the one who i pledged to hate is now entertaining me via text message when I'm freezing to death and bored out of my mind working long days at yee old vegetable stand.

and i tend to be obsessing about a competely different guy just cause he pays like a speck of attention to me

ok i am well aware of the fact that i am pathetic....

i feel like a brief vague and not even there conclusion is at hand